weee... shopping spree

class 8-10 and 10-12.. non stop for 4 hours..

haha.. nah.. actually is 3 hours only la..

dr elsadig let us off earlier by 1 hour..

came back home bout 11.30, and prepare for my shoaping~~

haha.. talkin bout shopping, its a normal women's all time favorite activity to be done..

actually today is the day for bonuslink card holders to catch their golden opportunity to grab the goods from parkson.. 50% discount lerr!!

and can u imagine? my sis took leave for today just because of this!!sigh.. speechless =.=

but its very worth buying today.. because after u purchase, u still can go and collect the voucher, and purchase again.. its like.. will never ending purchase and collecting.. hahahaha..
but of course.. its tiring la.. goin upstairs, Q up, and go downstairs again..

sigh, actually i did not get anythin worth it from parkson also..

bought few piece of lingeries from there..

my sis bought few things from YSL.. its bout rm700+.. fuhh.. so exp huh..

but with the voucher, so its bout 600+ la..

got 2 sets of free gifts from YSL.. and she gave it to me a few of it.. haha..

tadaa, so nice rite?.. brush set.. the casing is nice..

and this eyeliner pencil from YSL.. free.. worth rm 62+!

went to dataran..my sis told me she has her bday discount for padini member card, and gonna expired soon.. so i was delighted and bought myself 2 pairs of vincci..

39.90.. after discount bout 27+.. cheap huh?

flip flops.. 26.50.. but after discount, 18+.. haha.. damn cheap.

a simple top from seed for rm39
and at last i got myself a pair of fake eyelashes.. from the face shop.. rm8.90 only..haha.. i hope i could make it to put on properly~

oppssiee.. my bad la... mid term exam is on next monday and tuesday... and i still can take my own sweet time in the mall.. ahaha.. who cares? hmm.. i shud be studyin now ad.. haha.. amitofo..

XOXO

feels like shit

week by week.. day by day.. hours by hours..

minutes by minutes... seconds by seconds..

my day passes just like the tap water flowing into the drain.. wasted.. without utilizing it..

i filled my daily routine by goin to classes, exercise and online..

and i dont know what the hell is pulling on me..

stops me from doing what i wanna do..

i have lotsa stuff to complete..

assignment that need to hand up next week..

i still havent do anythin on it..

mid term exam in 2 weeks time..

what i've done?

NOTHING!!

arrghhh...

im so frustrated.. damn.. i dont know what i want..

and its like these few days..

i found myself not myself..

im lost.. and.. suffocating for more fresh air to breath..

some one please help me..

im suffering from depression!~

侧田~ kong

我我没有害过人
只想失恋也有名份
我太乐意献一吻
为什么这温柔会犯禁
若你我可抱着睡
连命也甘心短几岁
谁能及我
将性命也豁出
去若与你好有罪
全是律例不对
我要追
离弃世界亦要追
宁愿天去收我
也替你受重伤
金刚跟美女恋上
也是个传奇狂想
纵是遗憾收场
都必需跟你
明刀明枪
子弹不怕上
一级级上塔尖欣赏
欣赏你忧伤
就算你早有别人
无碍我争取梦中人
扶摇直上
高到共你能拥吻
别说到太高深
能自愿便相衬
够决心
越中箭我越勇敢
不屑不信不怕
打击更令我坚强
这纵是妄想
能得到你给举世景仰
我有我梦与想
多高攀也敢攀上
这份爱传奇无双
苦命人
相拥俯看
世上风霜

happy yet sad

satisfied of what i've done..

at least i've no regrets in life..
but yet i've gained pain.

i just dunno how to describe it, but i felt that im really a loser in this kinda thing..

maybe what i've done couldn't satisfy you..

and that does not bring any meaning for you..

im alrite with it..

old phrase from myself.. "life goes on"

i wanna use every minute that i have on studies,

without thinkin bout this matter..

i hope i can..

well.. christmas is comin so soon..

its like a month more to go..

i really wanna celebrate it with someone that i thought is really meaningful.

guess that i've to overcome that feelin over and over again when every occasion comes..

that really sucks..and i dun wanna be LONELY~

sigh!

and just this another thing happened to me..

coz its dad's birthday..

and some misunderstanding/arguement or whatever u call it..

between my sis and dad..

and im always the middle person..

who always need to hear them bla bla bla bout each other..

im so sick of this larghh..

why this family gotta be like this?

forever cant come along well...

IT SUCKS~

no class day..

its monday and we've no class today..

planned to do the project that mdm hawa gave for psychology class..

and so it was raining cats and dogs this mornin bout 8 stg till 10 somethin i guess..

so i asked xinhui to gave me a ride to campus..

im just very lazy to go to campus because i dun have any classes today..

kinda lame rite? haha..

okay..

lets get down to business..

actually there's 7 people in a group..

and when it comes to do the job, there's only me, ching ching, sinlu and ivan.

i can understand with huisan and joanne's condition coz they have class at that time..

and huisan did her part too..

how bout another person?

hmm.. i guess he's tired and cant make it to the lib??.. and gave some "lame" results of the results that he had done on the research.. wtf?

its okay.. our job had done successfully.. besides.. u're not even important to this group.. such a loser..

happy birthday sister..

11.11 is always a day to remember.. happy birthday to my ah jie..
had much fun at sunshine bar..

hope she had fun too.

so we ordered bout 5 buckets..

and i've got abit tipsy..

preparing to go..at sunshine barsis and mesis and her friends..its so pack at sunshine bar on saturday nite.. gosh, i've been pushed many times by the "passer-by(s)".. and cant even have a single place to dance..sis and her bf.. wish u all happy always!!this is birthday cake number 1.. mango delightand this is birthday cake number 2.. from renaissance hotel, peanut butter cake.. not bad taste..

i dunno what happened to the pict, but i like this effect.. its not done by purpose...

cut and cut and cut.. hohoho..

way back home with a drunken face..

happy 24th birthday to my sister, getting older but wiser.. thanks for everything that u gave me, u're the greatest sis in the world.. hope all your dreams come true and good luck through the years ahead.. lurvesssssss

eyeliner tutorial

hey girls.. this is a lil bit of michelle phan's make up tutorial..kinda usefull and cool..check it out..

and for smokey eyes..

make up tutorial from amy B

flirty date Make up


smokey eyes..



have fun trying.. =P

emo buddy

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small

I've been drawing the line and watching it fall

You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching us fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough

Coz I gave it all to you

And if you leave me now

It's time to surrender

It's been too long pretending

There's no use in trying

When the glass is broken

Its not meant to stick together again

Don't misunderstand how I feel

Coz I've tried, and tried

Still I don't know why

You pulled me under so I had to give in

Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin

Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done

But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

i'm emo..

clubbin

clubbin clubbin clubbin.. haha.. almost 2 months i did not go for clubbing alrdy..

today's clubbin is really a short time.. didnt satisfied me.. get a lil tipsy only..

and at last i met desmin there..

des and bie..

day out!!

31st october... we've been waitin for this day to come.. since august 31st..

know whats the reason? muahahaha..

its because of......

this... haha.. baskin robbins.. 31% discount for every 31st of each month..

just 1 scoop... definitely satisfies my taste bud.. haha.. ice cream really makes me feel happy.. especially if i get baskin robbins or haagen dazs..

today's day out is kinda fun.. went ktv again today, and this time is my first time with mayhua.. and also with xinhui and xia..

and i've also bought a dress that i wanted so much.. haha..

lovely..

and besides that.. xin hui has got a new hair style..

see.. short hair already.. haha

actually is a fake short hair la.. her long hair was stuffed inside using hair clips..the hairdresser gave her an idea of how she will looked like if she's in short hair.. call it... pre-look for short hair.. haha..

waitin for 2 months more for another baskin robbins.. haha..

results are all out already.. and im quite satisfied of what i've got.. maybe i didn't really put an effort.. but i managed to get better than my entire foundation's semesters.. must work hard for next sem's.. yeah~