WHY?

many WHY appears in my mind lately..
WHY WHY and WHY!!??
i wanna know what, why, how, who and when..
recently, those kiss ass mid term papers had driven me crazy until i felt so so very stress!!!
thinkin bout what if i failed that paper and how am i goin to maintain my super average results in the final?
sigh***
stress could lead me to have bad temper and im so sorry that the one who i let go off my angerness is my bf..
i could be very sensitive and emotional at everytime..
im not sure WHY i am like this..
each time a single small thing just can make me mad and angry..
i think its my own problem and no one to be blamed.
when i'm eager to know something about him and i've so many questions to ask..
why, when, where, who and how...
but when i get the response, i get angry for nothin..
its so ridiculous each time i think back to myself and i dont understand WHY would i be angry and WHY should i get angry..
totally lost in the exam period definitely makes me have more stress..
during exam period, exam is like a barrier between the both of us.
emotions, physical and mentally responses and attitude.
i wonder if i would have to get angry with him for nothing during this exam period, it would have totally affect his studies and mental decisions..
AM I REALLY SELFISH? WHY AM I LIKE THIS? *sighhhhhhhsss*

screwed up

arrghh.. why me? why me? other's get so easy questions and me.. hoping for a real easy question without counting on current issues.. got a question titled "if oil price increases, will it be a burden to the nation?" my reaction was like ".............."speechless..
okay.. i start up with a lil point and opinion.. and i totally went blank after that..
screwed up this presentation!!! my point of view towards my presentation is.. "what the fuck am I talkin about???!!" ish...
arghhh!! what i can say to myself is.. "debbie chang, work harder for next group presentation and study hard for BMC1024 in the finals.."