最讨厌sem break 的时候了
因为这是我最寂寞的时候
家里没有家人的
只有我和舅舅两个人
我的朋友们有没有几个
想出去,可是又一个人,没交通
这种生活我已经过到厌倦了
凡是每天都是一个人
有时候整天都没说到半句话
都怪我不好
一直很依赖着他
没了他,好像要世界末日那样
没了他,我的世界就只剩下寂寞
没人陪着我吃三餐
没人陪我聊聊笑话
感觉上自己很失败
交的朋友也没有几个
家里的家人也搞得不想家人
我在想,到底有没有人比我过的生活还要无聊?
我真的了解,一个人怎么样都是需要一个伴
最近的我都在生病
又咳嗽,又喉咙痛,偶尔头也会痛
还好那天姐姐带了我去看医生
病情已经康复了一些些
只剩下讨人厌的咳嗽
期待着他回来的日子
刚刚也为了这件事而吵了起来
他说我没为他想过他和他的家人相聚的时间很少
只是能够在sembreak 的时候回去
我....也不知道要怎样回应他
是他答应我要早回来的
原来我一直在误会他的“早回来”的term 指的是星期五
算了啦. 反正这种感觉我还会再体会到多1次而已
是下个sem 的sembreak
第三个sem,也就是最后一个学期的时候我不必担心这些了
因为那个时候的我,应该会要烦找工作还有可能会去毕业旅行
然后很快也会出车了
可以很自由得去找朋友喝喝茶,过时间
有时候人是不能那么依赖一样东西, 因为没有了它,你会觉得你的生活好像乱了脚步一样...
曾诗虹! 你一定要学会独立哦!!
Monday, October 19, 2009
什么都不是的我
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
KL trip 2009
hello there everyone..
i haven't been blogging for weeks..
and that is because nothing really happened.. and i was kinda bored..
until i waited for the day to come, for the KL trip with my bf, xinhui and Seet Hoong..
i have to wait for them to end their final exams then only we can go together-gether..
haha...
the trip starts from 9.10.2009 until 11.10.2009.
9.10.2009
on 9th Oct, we bought the 10.30am bus ticket to KL by KKKL bus..
me and my bf took the 8am bus Tuah from Bukit Beruang to Melaka Sentral, and we reached there around 9am.. lol.. its too early but he said its good to be early than late...
we reached KL Pudu Raya around 12.30pm and Seet Hoong and Jiawen came to pick us..
honestly, the Bus Terminal in Melaka is much more better than KL's.. the toilet there in KL is damn small and to get yourself in the toilet needs around 5-8 minutes.
and their platform is damn dark where sometimes the bus is not in the correct platform.
im glad and proud that Melaka has such a nice Bus Terminal and looks much more better than KL and JB. =D
after they pick us.. seet hoong drove us to Tune Hotel.. its nearby the Medan Tuanku Monorail Station... the reason why we chose Tune Hotel is because its cheap and affordable.. for 2 nights it costs us around rm202 with 12 hours credit of air-con, queen sized bed, but without toiletries and towels. i think is kinda worth it because its really convenient for us to travel to town..
but one thing is that the equipments in the room were kinda lousy.. for example.. the lamp near the bed-head would easily fall off even if you touch it gently.. haha.. but who cares.. as long as its comfortable and clean.. i'm okay with it.. moreover, it has Subway at its Lobby.. and i was delighted with it.. because i heard that Subway is yummy and not available in Melaka too..
on the first day of our trip, we planned to go Sunway Pyramid.. since the check in time for Tune Hotel is 2pm, and we assume that there will be not enough time to shop in Mid Valley. So Mid Valley will be reserved on the second day.. Damn.. KL is really famous of its traffic jam. all of us are so hungry along the journey to Sunway Pyramid. Actually we thought of having lunch together but end up having lunch+teatime.. lol.. because when we reached Sunway its already around 4pm.
Jia Wen recommend us to have our meal at Ole-Ole Bali. its a restaurant serving Indonesian cuisine. their deco in the shop is nice and has soft lighting, with some statue that symbolizes Indonesian culture. the food there are kinda expensive but its really worth it.







talking about the food in this restaurant, i would rate them 4.8/5 stars. it really suits my taste because i love spicy and sour food. most of their food comes with squids and those squids are really fresh and spongy. and the best drink that i have ever had on that day is their famous Barley Lime.

strong taste of Pandan and slight taste of lemon grass in it.. superb.. everyone craving more for it.. its perfect to quench thirst!
this is their Satay.. taste very different like our local Satay.. its texture is like our Otak-Otak.. and its skewed with lemon grass. that is why its smell is so fragrance..
this is what me and dear shared.. its around RM35 for this portion, but its a large portion so its just nice for 2 person. this is called the Ole-Ole Trio which includes 3 whole chicken wings, fried squids, satay and their acar. superb!
dear ordered this.. squid salad.. taste super good.. the sauce is spicy and sour.. this is the thing that you MUST order when u go Ole-Ole Bali!! highly recommended by me.. haha
this is ordered by Jiawen. Squid Spaghetti. I'm not sure about its taste but i think its similar like their squid salad.
this is the Indonesian version of Nasi Lemak i guess.. it has squid, rice, Otak-Otak and Keropok. the portion is so big as u can see it by yourself in the picture above, with the proportional of Seet Hoong's face and the "Nasi Lemak".
its very worthy to give it a try and i recommend everyone of you to consider Ole-Ole Bali when you visit Sunway Pyramid. It is located near the main door of Sunway Pyramid mall. I will certainly pay Ole-Ole Bali a visit in my next KL trip..after makan, its already around 5.30pm and we went window shopping in Sunway..
i think i really have a different view towards Sunway Pyramid because it is actually another Mid Valley also.. i used to think that Sunway Pyramid is kinda bored and there are not much places to shop as it does not suit my taste. but I'm wrong because some shops in Sunway are not available in MidValley; and some shops in MidValley is also available in Sunway.

throughout the shopping journey in Sunway, my bf bought me a Charles and Keith bag for my birthday present. love it so much.
and i also bought a top from Forever 21 and my bf bought a shirt from TopMan.we're rushing here and there because I get to know that Seet Hoong has to be back home by 10pm!!
and we had our dinner around 9pm at Bubba Gump

which was highly recommended by Seet Hoong. Actually Seet Hoong and Xinhui did not went much shopping. they hung out at Bubba Gum since 8pm i guess.. and until me and my bf went there for dinner..they recommend us the baked seafood rice for rm28 and it really taste awesome! oh my.. the taste of the cheese would just roll all over in your mouth and it is super duper yummy!
and their Iced Lemon Tea over there can be refilled, so both of us ordered 1 iced lemon tea and one seafood cheese rice. the portion is also quite large as two person can share it.

the overall view of the restaurant.this restaurant is actually designed from a movie called "The Forest Gump". People working there are hyperactive and helpful too. Tables are designed like those old style English restaurant. One thing that is very special is the way of calling the waiter

with both of these plate. when you flip to Stop Forrest Stop, then the waiter will come to you, and when they leave, you must flip it back to Run Forrest Run. lol.. kinda fun rite?our meal ended at 9.30 at Bubba Gump and we rushed back and there's traffic jam here and there.. Seet Hoong stopped me and bf at KL sentral monorail station and we took monorail back to Medan Tuanku. its our first time taking monorail in KL independently.. muahaha..
10.10.2009
second day of the KL trip is to go Mid Valley for shopping and most important, to have breakfast at Dragon-i, which is famous of their "siew long bao". Seet Hoong told us that the shop will be opened at 9.30am, so we left our hotel at 8am. LOL.. stupid us that we thought monorail from Medan Tuanku to KL Sentral takes us a long time, but actually is around 10 minutes only. Since we over-estimated the time, we planned to get ourselves to Mid Valley City by our own.
So, after we reach KL Sentral we took KTM to Mid Valley and the time is just nice where we get to meet Seet Hoong and Xinhui after arriving by KTM.
then we headed to Dragon-i at Cititel and we got to know that they are open only at 11am. Gosh.. we're all hungry already but still have to hang on for a while and walk around the shopping mall. On that Saturday, Playboy did promotion on their perfume at the centre court of Mid Valley..
and displayed a Porsche.. nice car rite? hahaha.. its says there 'no photos', but everyone there is capturing like mad! Lol.around 11am, we went in to Dragon-i and ordered
siew long bao!! which i craved for it since months ago.. its a must to eat when i go to KL. the soup inside the dumpling is tasty and warm while the taste of the pork is spongy and wrap with a thin dumpling skin. arghh... slurrppp!!
this carrot cake also is one of a "must order" food in the menu. i highly recommend you to order this when you dine in at Dragon-i, Cititel. the carrot cake texture is really soft and it can melt in your mouth.. and the prawns is super crunchy and fresh while the bean sprouts are fresh and clean. yum yum..
this is my order and its the Seafood Ramen soup. Noodle is springy and seafood is really fresh!
this is Xinhui's order.. is called the Black pepper fried noodles. i had tried its taste and its very yummy too. the noodles are springy and it really smelled good!
Seet Hoong's order for Pork Chop fried rice. the fried rice taste like those normal 煮炒档 that we used to eat.. nothing really special for this dish..
this is what i wanted to try and eventually it taste differently of what i actually thought. i thought its the "芋角" that we used to have it in dimsum shop, but this yam balls actually tastes sweet but not saltish..after long time, i bought only one top from Nichii in my entire shopping in Mid Valley.
then later on met up with Seet Hoong and Xinhui at The Gardens.
later on we went "yum cha" at Fong Lye Restaurant which is a Taiwan Restaurant according to Seet Hoong.



me..
seet hoong
xinhui.. thinking of what to order..
nice post..
3 beau flowers.. ^^
me and dear..
all of fit actually fit into this picture which was self captured by Seet Hoong.. haha.. good job bear!
we ordered this as our finger food which is the fried sweet potato.. its kinda spongy and taste a lil bit sweet.. warm and spongy.. nice!
seet hoong's and xinhui's order.. taiwan "chuak bing".
mine and dear's order.. red bean ice... "红豆冰".. actually the taste of the ice is same with the Taiwan "chuak bing".its nice especially the ice cream which is the black sesame ice cream..we cam-whore all the time in the restaurant until the waiters laughed at us.. but who cares.. we're happy enough! hehe



we ended our Mid Valley shopping around 6pm..
me and my bf had made a reservation at Jogoya, a Japanese buffet at Star Hill Gallery for supper at 9.40pm.
we can't make out our mind whether to go back to the hotel and rest first or straight to Star Hill. At last we decided to go to Star Hill straightaway.. and linger around at Lot10, Star Hill Gallery and Pavillion.





it was kinda boring over there and we're tired waiting for time to pass. both of us are really really tired as our backs and feet are aching as well. so we sat at Star Hill Gallery. its my first time to Star Hill Gallery and i didn't know its existence before i went there..
that place is selling high end branded products such as LV, Davidoff, etc..
only those who are wealthy rich will shop there.. haha...
finally its supper time and we are the first to go in to Jogoya..
i thought supper would be lesser people but i'm wrong..
almost full house for supper too!
gosh..
there are many varieties of seafood there and most of the people are craving for their fresh oyster. but me and my bf don't dare to eat fresh oysters.. those people are really crazy for the oysters and it seems like they are 'snatching' it.. fuhh....
it was my first time there and both of us are a lil bit disappointed with our stomach and the food there..



Jogoya might be our first and last visit because most of the food are not our taste.. sigh.. too bad..
luckily we are able to board the monorail and at last we reached the hotel..
i suffered from muscle aches on my legs and back ache too.. dear also had the same.. lol..
11.10.2009
the last day of our trip where we are able to go for brunch only. because we bought our bus ticket for 1.30pm..
seet hoong brought us to have Fish Head Bihun nearby her house.. and suprisingly, it taste real good!! i wonder if Melaka has this type of noodle.. according to seethoong, this shop is recognized in a magazine/newspaper. so it cant be denied that it really taste good.
there are 2 types
first is the fish ball type
and second is the real fish meat type..i choose the first one because i know the fish has lots of bones.. haha.. taste delicious.. the noodle is spongy and soup is thick and tasty.. ahh.. i will visit this shop on my next visit for sure.. hehe..
after brunch, we still had lots of time so seet hoong brought us to the nearby park..
and all of us acted like as if we're still young.. hahaha





after that, considering that its still early, seet hoong brought us to Petaling Street and we bought some finger food to munch.. me and seet hoong shared a box of "Muachi", which is rm5 per box with assorted flavor of ribena, lychee, original and etc.. haha.. the TV programme "Ho Chak" has recommended it before.. its really nice and the texture is also very nice.. the stall name is called "Yi liu Yi Liu"- 一流一流.. we also bought some chestnut and dear bought 鸭脚包..
and that ended my post of my KL trip..
i really do enjoy very much in KL.. and still i think Malacca is the best although Malacca has not much entertainment as KL does, and Malacca also have not much varieties of food..
Malacca is rather more peaceful than KL... in KL we have to always be cautious of the surroundings and people in KL are very ganjiong.. hahaha.. its a busy city i know..
i love Malacca the most!
oh ya... and not to forget..
please give me comment on this hairstyle okay? i might perm it when my hair gets longer.. please tell me whether it looked good on me or not..
thanks people!! =D
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Sunday, September 27, 2009
wake me up when september ends!
the moment of every trainees are waiting for is coming..
its gonna end soon..
the more is going to end.. the more i am afraid.
every day i'm counting those days to end soon..
here come 30th September in 3 days time..
its coming soon...
sigh..
the moment it ends, everyone is happy..
i am too..
but at the same time I'm avoiding it too..
because October is coming soon.. and we, final year students are gonna be very busy..
especially for the Final Year Project..
i'm avoiding FYP last few months and I think its really scary..
everything is gonna be my own work..
and that determines my results upon graduation.. whether i can get first class degree, its really depending on how well i scored for my FYP..
im avoiding it because it makes me feel stress...
but no matter how.. i gotta make myself finish it before Delta second sem starts...
because im handling 4 subjects including FYP next sem..
stress stress stress..
now stressing for Internship Final Report..
ahhhhh....
love-hate month of October..
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009
happy sweet 21st.. 20.09.2009..
yeay.. i'm now officially 21 and i'm a real adult now..
there's lots of things to be done and many problems will come ahead..
things will be different compared from adult to teenage and childhood times..
there are more commitments and more responsibilities to carry..
and there's one thing everyone needs to know..
which is after u reach the age of 21, u will feel that time passes faster..
that means that you are getting old faster..
lol.. that is what my sis told me...
its okay.. i accept the truth that everyone needs to grow older each and everyday..
haha..
okay.. this is what i went through the whole birthday process..
13.09.2009, Saturday.
Jiawen, her bf Ivan, Vivian, Ten, Damien, Wei Keat purposely came down from KL and not to forget Vincent, came down from JB... to celebrate mine birthday and Carmen Leong's birthday.. as well as a gathering for all of us.. Alice tagged along in this gathering too.. and my bf also went together... our plan was like this.. 1pm we went for lunch at BB bazaar.. the new shop opened recently and i think its name is "Tong Xin Yuan".. the food there was pretty okay and the price is okay as well.. quite affordable and worth.. then later on we went for dinner at Simply Fish.. Candy a.k.a Boon Li tagged along too.. and we will meet Carmen Leong and May Ping at the dinner session..
this is the seafood platter that i ordered.. i forgot its name already.. but it has prawns, squids, fish and choice of butter rice or chips.. i choose butter rice because i was kinda hungry.. hehhe.. awesomeness.. for RM21.90..
carmen and mayping.. both dieting.. didn't eat anything.. carmen only had one portion of dessert as her main course..
my present for Carmen.. sorry ya.. i tried to make it nice but because of time matter, the cookies get soft because i put it in the jar while its still hot.. =(
our birthday cake baked by Jade's aunt.. a nyonya auntie according to Carmen.. =D sweet toppings.. nice cake.. something special for our 21st birthday cake.. and that is my first cake for 21st..
our prezzies.. i like the eyeliner so much.. thanks girls.. =D
birthday girls and Boon Li.. =)
weikeat. vincent and gay chee weng.. hehehehe
another sweet couple..
3 of us again.. hope our friendship will still bloom even after we graduate from uni.. =) very happy to have u all as friends..
dear and me outside of GOGO KTV.
hehehe.. lurvessits birthday eve and I would liked to spend it with the ones that I love..
which is my sister and my dear.. hehe.
just 3 of us.. went to Equatorial Hotel for sushi buffet at Kampachi..
the food there is just so so only.. even the 日式煎饼 at Sakura House is nicer than Kampachi's..

11 pink roses from dear dear.. love it so much.. hehehe
sushis at Kampachi..
this Japansese style beef curry is superb nice! must try.. hehe
tempura.. also so so only.. hehe.. i would suggest you to go Sakura House rather than wasting your money at Kampachi.. =D
mussels and fresh osyter.. and also salmon and tuna..
my all time fav edamame.. love it.. hehe.. sushi king's edamame tastes better than Kampachi's..
tepanyaki scallop, prawns, beef and chicken.. the beef and chicken is very tender.. and prawns is fresh and sweet.. while scallop is not fresh i think.. a lil bit of unpleasant smell when it is in ur mouth.. haha
dorayaki.. very nice.. coz its "kiapped" with peanut butter.. hehe.. syiok..
cakes are so so only according to sister and bf..
my cute ice cream.. smarties for ice cream topping is not a good idea though,, it became so hard to chew..
me SS-ing
me and dear.. @ kampachi..
me and my jie at the hotel's staircase..
sis and my bf.. hehe.. they so paiseh when standing together.. ngeh ngeh..
me and dear.. i love this pict so much.. ehehe.. thanks to the photographer and good camera.. =P
and later on we went back home to eat the birthday cake.. this is the second birthday cake.. my bf bought cupcakes for me.. love it so much.. hehe.. so cute and lovely.. cute colors.. muakss...each of us then choose our 3d character.. i gave my sister the couple bear.. she took the female one while her bf took the male bear.. hehe.. i took the smaller bee and dear took the bigger bee..



thanks for dear and my sister for celebrating my birthday.. on 19.09.2009, i have an unforgettable nite which me and my bf have gone through.. it is my first time though (please don't think dirty), although that incident both of us won't expect that it will happen to us.. but i will still take it as an experience.. and i will still love you as i always do.. =)

woke up at 7.30 am in the morning to prepare cooking stuffs.. as Mayhua, Xia, Xinhui, Ting2, Yoong Shen, Renate and Grace coming for brunch at 11am..
on that whole day i felt really very tired and almost gonna colapse at the mall.. and i feel that my heart beat gone faster and i really have no idea why.. maybe i have not enough sleep as i slept around 2.30 am.. haha..
i cooked spaghetti and potatoes salad.. hope they enjoyed the food..lol
this is my first 2 customers.. renate leng lui and grace.. thanks for coming and thanks to grace for her "cake" and dragon fruit.. and also thanks to renate for the beautiful cake..
all busy makan makan..

this is my 3rd birthday cake.. renate bought it for me.. =D thanks ya renate.. me likey the design.. cute like me.. hahahaha
they brought the cake up to my room.. =)
mayhua and me.. she loves the flowers too.. hehe
me and dear dear..
mayhua made him to do that... lol.. like a marriage proposal.. kekekeke...
and this pict has the feeling like all my jimuis during my marriage ceremony.. ahahaha...
and this is my 4th cake... xinhui and others bought me this.. chocolate cake.. yummy!
me and ting2
with the girls..
just like nyonya aunties and their daughters.. no need me to mention.. you can see who is the auntie and who is the daughter.. hahaha
sweet couple.. with fan somemore.. haha
2 couples.. one eastern and one western.. again.. i dun have to mention it and you'll know yourself who is the western and eastern..u can judge it according to its size..Next we went for movie at Dataran Pahlawan GSC..
all of us wanted to watch Where Got Ghost.. but the seats are fully booked.
so we change our plan and watched The Ugly Truth..
awesome movie.. its like a love and sex comedy.. you guys out there should watch it..
our movie was at 3.05 pm.. and finished around 5.40pm..
then we went for yum cha at Wong Kok..
i came out with the idea to go there because for birthday person, we can have a jumbo size milk tea with a total of minimum RM30 in a receipt and miminum 6 person.. luckily there are 6 of us.. ngam ngam.. hehe
xinhui and ting ting
mayhua ss-ing..
xia and CK..
this is the jumbo size milk tea..

funny mayhua's pattern.. can't tahan her pattern yang banyak tu.. haha

fuhh.. the drink has been served for the past 15 minutes and we still cant have the chance to drink it yet.. everyone taking photo with it.. keep on pass around.. as if its like a ball.. hahaha...
they ordered this.. sausage bread..
and i ordered the bacon bread.. niceee..
and we met Carina in the shop.. she was doing shopping with her sister.. my long time no see friend since secondary school time.. =)
while xia is trying the outfit in the fitting room.. =)
and she bought this.. sigh.. she's really too thin..the day that i'm most exausted is the third party..
but i still enjoyed it.. and it is special.. hehe..
another part is my prezzies..
this is what i received..
the most expensive watch i have ever had..Seiko from my dad..
Bobby Brown crayon eyeliner!!! from jiawen, vivian, carmen leong, mayping.. did i missed out anyone else? lol..
bracelet from Damien, Vincent and Weikeat..
calendar photo frame from Xinhui

crazy purple purse and bracelet from Xia, CK, Mayhua, Ting2 and Yoong Shen..thanks to all for the presents.. I like it so much.. and thanks for all that made an effort to celebrate with me.. and also thanks to everyone that wished me happy birthday..i thank each and everyone of you that willing to spend your precious time for me even for those who are tired working or to those that are facing their final exams soon.. i really appreciate it so much.. hehe.. so gan dong.. =)
thats all from me for this post..
i would liked to wish all September babies a happy birthday..
those who are 21 this year.. please behave yourself.. please do think wisely when making decisions. because u are already legally and adult.. and make the world peaceful..
actually its is fun to be the main character "主角" for one day.. its very special and all the attention is towards you.. i hope all birthday babes enjoyed their special day to the fullest.. hehe
to all September babies friends.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
i tend to realize that many are born on September.. hmm.. not sure why..
but maybe there's many holidays and celebration during December and January.. haha
get what i mean? LOL
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Monday, August 31, 2009
BBQ picnic @Tanjung Bidara
Its Merdeka Day and my dad said since its a holiday, and we wanted to do BBQ for the past few weeks ago, so having BBQ at Tanjung Bidara will be a good idea..
i woke up at 6.30am to prepare what I supposed to prepare...
cooked Nasi Lemak and cut watermelon.. hehe
the rice turned out good and the texture was just nice.. ^^
about 9.30am, my dad came and pick me and my bf from my house..
we reached Tanjung Bidara about 10.15am.. about 45 minutes drive..
actually i wasn't happy with the beach there.. because it was kinda dirty.. prefer Pantai Kundur because its far more cleaner than Tanjung Bidara.. and there's alot of flies and ants attacking our food..
I didn't have much picts for this picnic... did not have any picts of the food we ate also..
haha.. but what we had was chicken wings, sausages, fish, prawns, and nasi lemak..

me and dear ss.. hehe
me at dirty beach.. =p
dear with his super short rolled pants.. haha
view at Tanjung Bidara.. dirty water.. agree?
i wear on dear's t-shirt because my t-shirt might be kinda see through after soaking in dirty water..
maybe next time Tanjung Bidara won't be a good choice for me to go for BBQ or either picnic..
its too dirty.. my body started to itch at night.. haha
and have to wash our pants which is full of sands in the pocket..
tip* next time don't wear any pants with pockets if you wanna soak or swim at the seaside.. hehe..
well... Happy Merdeka to all of you and thanks for reading this post...
Happy 52nd Independence Day to all Malaysians.. !!
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