INDEPENDENT

i feel that its time for me to be independent with him during sem breaks.. because for the past sem breaks, i was hoping that days could past faster and please let me see him as soon as possible.. during sem break, i have this weird feelings when what i do.. even if i eat or watching tv.. feels so lonely and boring... and sometimes i lost my appetite which it does not happen to me frequently.. and now.. mid term break for a just a week.. and im hoping that i can see him sooner.. and what he could give me is "那你要我怎样？“ seriously.. i dont know how to answer his question.. and i hate him by always asking me this question.. why everytime when we argue. its my fault? and im the one who always start up the fight..
i need to be independent.. not to rely 100% on him anymore.

LOST

felt so lost today.. assignments are driving me real crazy..
felt so stress that really makes me feel so mentally weak..
disappointed of things that are happening around me..
frustrated..
lost..
totally LOST.
no one could understand how down i felt..
no guidance
WHAT DO I WANT ACTUALLY?
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

holiday yeah~

wow.. "blow blow.. cough cough".. 10cm thick dust in my blog... haha..
i didn't get the chance to blog for so long.. because of the exams and stuff..
but now here it is.. HOLIDAY!!
yeah man.. holiday is good but too much of it drives me bored..
well.. i finished my exam on last Wednesday and i felt a lil bit of the boredness already.. since my loverboy is goin back to his hometown tomorrow..
sigh.. what am i gonna do for the coming 2 weeks??
i've learnt sushi just after the day of my last paper.. and i think its quite a great success.. a good start..yeah.. looked nice rite? haha.. thanks to jiawen.. i'll try on my own the next time.. =)

well.. no where to go during this holidays.. stay at home and get lazy.. woohoo.. needa lose weight and go shopping!!

another thing is that beta year had just ended.. i'm gonna start gamma next sem! so.. wish everyone good luck in gamma! get good results for every exams.. =)

really gonna miss u much.. though u looked not nice in this picture, but i love it.. haha!!

BMC assignment

our presentation ended yesterday since our presentation day falls on 17th of april, 9-10pm, group 40.
the 5 of us put alot of effort in making up the boards and sugar paper.
good job girls!
like all the decorations so much.. muahhhs!

all the hard work from everyone.. hehehehess

and taadaa.. this is all our hard work stuffs..

cold storage presented by leader su lynn..ikea presented by ching ching.. with the sexy body lamp.. LOL

gardenia presented by amy..

mc D by sinlu.. p/s: the banana pie is from my idea one.. haha

and this is presented by me.. hehe.. heart haagen dazs strawberry.. mmm.. the rich flavor last, and last and last.. haha..

and for our own company..Dinner Chef.. "your one call dinner solution".. lol.. can u figure out what's white square thing in the middle? its actually fish and chips, with some coleslaw and brocolli.. haha..

hope that we'll get good marks for our hard work.. we really invested alot of time to produce such creative art work..

one pict with su lynn before presentation..

=)

relieved

and so the mid term just ended for the last paper.. which is management accounting.. phew.. sweat!! but at least i think i can make it through this paper la..
not tough and not easy though..
at last i have the time to relax and give myself a lil shortyy break!
the main thing on this perfect sunday is that we had buffet dim sum at renaissance hotel..
haha.. so syioooking and nice la!!
just rm33 for both of us coz i have this priviledge card from my sis which has a 50% discount for 2 pax.. *the normal price is rm28++*
went to mp and bought a pair of vincci formal heels..
=) teehee.. more presentations coming up..
so i shud get a pair..

and i gave my bf this for his so called baju for his handphone.. hahahahato fit in for his N82.. ish.. X)

later on.. we pampered ourselves by this..LOL
still prefer hot chocolate rather than coffee.. not a coffee lover.. blehh..
well.. we went for a movie.. wanted to watch AH LONG PTE LTD but its not showing in GSC.. too bad la..watched 27 dresses.. hmm.. actually the front part before the climax part, it gave us a yawn.. quite bored.. but the end part was okay though..

alrite.. see what's this..see it clearer..

yes.. you did not see it wrongly.. its KODOMO LION's children toothpaste... haha.. i've wanted to buy this long time ago.. say me childish.. but i really miss my childhood time alot when i always told my mum i like the strawberry and orange flavour.. at last i got it in hand today.. and i tried brushing teeth using KODOMO.. LOL.. i think they changed the taste of the strawberry becoz its not as nice as i used to use during my childhood time.. and they had changed the packaging too.. last time the background was white color, and now its red becoz of its strawberry flavour.. haha.. i think next time im gonna get the orange flavour one.. LOL..

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rushing for assignments now after the sickening mid term exams.. then final exam comes in just 1 month time.. stress is haunting us mmu students again.. =( sobsssss