BBQ picnic @Tanjung Bidara

Its Merdeka Day and my dad said since its a holiday, and we wanted to do BBQ for the past few weeks ago, so having BBQ at Tanjung Bidara will be a good idea..
i woke up at 6.30am to prepare what I supposed to prepare...
cooked Nasi Lemak and cut watermelon.. hehe
the rice turned out good and the texture was just nice.. ^^
about 9.30am, my dad came and pick me and my bf from my house..
we reached Tanjung Bidara about 10.15am.. about 45 minutes drive..
actually i wasn't happy with the beach there.. because it was kinda dirty.. prefer Pantai Kundur because its far more cleaner than Tanjung Bidara.. and there's alot of flies and ants attacking our food..
I didn't have much picts for this picnic... did not have any picts of the food we ate also..
haha.. but what we had was chicken wings, sausages, fish, prawns, and nasi lemak..

having my chicken wing.. =)

watermelon that i cut and nasi lemak i cooked..

that's my dad, wendy and 3 little kids..

me and dear ss.. hehe

me at dirty beach.. =p

dear with his super short rolled pants.. haha

view at Tanjung Bidara.. dirty water.. agree?

actually i did went down and "swim" in dirty water la... ishh.. my clothes are so sandy after the swim.. we rent a tyre shape float and float around dirty water.. it was dirty, but it was fun floating in dirty water.. haha..

i wear on dear's t-shirt because my t-shirt might be kinda see through after soaking in dirty water..

it was a good experience for me because its my first time going BBQ picnic at the seaside..
maybe next time Tanjung Bidara won't be a good choice for me to go for BBQ or either picnic..
its too dirty.. my body started to itch at night.. haha
and have to wash our pants which is full of sands in the pocket..
tip* next time don't wear any pants with pockets if you wanna soak or swim at the seaside.. hehe..

well... Happy Merdeka to all of you and thanks for reading this post...
Happy 52nd Independence Day to all Malaysians.. !!

when i have no one to talk to..

obviously i think i need to talk to someone..
but that i couldn't find someone to talk to me..
so in the end i decided to blog it here..
firstly....actually i really really wanna go shopping in KL..
and yet PTPTN has already banked in for us..
so its a great opportunity to go shopping this month, because the sales is ending this end of the month..
but what i hoped for will not be fulfilled..
i know its hard for him to go with me during this critical time..
due to his exams and assignments and so on...
nahh.. i dun wanna fight about that..
so what? if u cant go with me i'll find others to go with..
sigh..
then secondly.. there's one day i asked him to accompany me to go facial..
because since my facial wash is going to finish, so i can buy it from the auntie from facial..
but he told me he was afraid of the pain and told me he still have the remaining sessions from Nardia..
sometimes when i really needed someone to accompany me.. and i even ASKED him to accompany me.. but he will not..
cant he just sacrifice some of his time for me?
i can say that now no one is my closest friend..
and the closest is him..
i dont have a BFF.. or a very close girl friend to accompany me do all those stuff..
he is the only one i have..
but.. nah.. i think i have to be more independent..
its not all about you!!