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woohoo.. just after finishing the freakin finals and it all ended fine..
probably its fine to me..
but when results are out that time... i dunno what's it gonna be lor..
sigh..
tired for past few weeks..
lack of sleeping time..
wake up so damn freakin early every mornin..
with the heavy eye backs..
but now i'm free..
free from no-stress..
hahaha...
but sometimes i do really hate holidays..
its could be very boring after the first week had passed.
but durin this sem break.. i'll be goin to BF's hometown..
a lil bit gan jiong.. but still can cope with it la..

i wonder how it would be in the next semester..
lonely? or cheerful me?
let's just wait and see lor..
HAPPY HOLIDAYS everyone..
muahhhhh

Birthday month 20092008

Happy birthday to me...
Miss Debbie is 20 years old now.. and she should be more mature in handling any circumstances in her life..
well... my birthday celebration was on 19th sept nite, celebrating with jiawen, wee wenn, alice, calix, damien, vincent. vinson and my dear loverboy.
actually i didn't have any idea of where to go for dinner this year...
so i just came up with a suggestion to go to Bamboo Hut..
the food there was kinda expensive since all of us are still students, our budget were around RM10-20..

so i ordered this risotto thing.. its actually seafood with the yellowish rice cooked with cheese!! so tempting.it has mussels and scallops. plus a few tiny prawns in it with bunch of squids..


me and dearme and calixme and da mianme and vincent
me and wenn
me and alice

me and jiawenand lastly me and myself... happy sweet 20..

all of us in Bamboo Hut.

After dinner.. we went for KTV at GOGO.. and this is the moment that everyone is waiting for..
everyone feels so high.. LOL
the 3 of us..
plus calix..
me and my lao gong.. ^^

when 12am arrived, im officially 20 years old... say goodbye to 19(teen)..
haha.. well.. thanks to everyone who attended my birthday party..
it was a blast..
although all of them were exhausted and some of us have presentation the next morning at 9am, they are still willing to spend time and celebrate with me..
im so gam dong..
and also thanks to everyone who wished me... thank you so much for remembering me and my birthday.. =)
me and my cake plus my dear singing happy birthday song to me.. ^^ 好幸福哦！

INDEPENDENT

i feel that its time for me to be independent with him during sem breaks.. because for the past sem breaks, i was hoping that days could past faster and please let me see him as soon as possible.. during sem break, i have this weird feelings when what i do.. even if i eat or watching tv.. feels so lonely and boring... and sometimes i lost my appetite which it does not happen to me frequently.. and now.. mid term break for a just a week.. and im hoping that i can see him sooner.. and what he could give me is "那你要我怎样？“ seriously.. i dont know how to answer his question.. and i hate him by always asking me this question.. why everytime when we argue. its my fault? and im the one who always start up the fight..
i need to be independent.. not to rely 100% on him anymore.

LOST

felt so lost today.. assignments are driving me real crazy..
felt so stress that really makes me feel so mentally weak..
disappointed of things that are happening around me..
frustrated..
lost..
totally LOST.
no one could understand how down i felt..
no guidance
WHAT DO I WANT ACTUALLY?
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

holiday yeah~

wow.. "blow blow.. cough cough".. 10cm thick dust in my blog... haha..
i didn't get the chance to blog for so long.. because of the exams and stuff..
but now here it is.. HOLIDAY!!
yeah man.. holiday is good but too much of it drives me bored..
well.. i finished my exam on last Wednesday and i felt a lil bit of the boredness already.. since my loverboy is goin back to his hometown tomorrow..
sigh.. what am i gonna do for the coming 2 weeks??
i've learnt sushi just after the day of my last paper.. and i think its quite a great success.. a good start..yeah.. looked nice rite? haha.. thanks to jiawen.. i'll try on my own the next time.. =)

well.. no where to go during this holidays.. stay at home and get lazy.. woohoo.. needa lose weight and go shopping!!

another thing is that beta year had just ended.. i'm gonna start gamma next sem! so.. wish everyone good luck in gamma! get good results for every exams.. =)

really gonna miss u much.. though u looked not nice in this picture, but i love it.. haha!!